somedays...

somedays i feel as if there is too much that i wish to do with my life. as if the dreams i dream are somewhat only dreams. i want more than anything to be more than a dreamer, i want to accomplish everything i set my mind to. i want to make beautiful music, see amazing places, make life long friends, i want to eat wonderful food, and dance elegant dances… yet it all seems so far away. the life i live is nothing extraordinary, most days i stay at home in sweats and listen to music. what to do now? now that everything seems to be out of place, and making no sense at all. all i know is that music is what keeps me going, without beautiful songs and pieces and hope of finding love i would be lost…-me