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too long.

since i have posted in here. i think i am going to continue using my blogspot for blogging and my tumblr for mostly random thoughts and pictures.

so much has happened since february, i have a boyfriend, luke is almost 8 months, i turned 21, i got a new computer-a mac to be exact, i have recently discovered who i wanna be with for the rest of eternity, and what i want to be doing with my life.
i am currently having deja vu.
i have discovered that starry nights make me smile no matter what, i can go out there look at the stars and just know that everything will be ok.

moving.

im moving from blogspot to tumblr.
follow me.
jordananne.tumblr.com

it's alot easier to post pictures on there.
:)

xoxo.

so i realized those pictures i tried to post in my last entry did not work. so i will try this week to get some new ones up. Luke is 1 month today, it is crazy how fast time is flying by. He is changing everyday and getting so much bigger. He makes me smile everytime i look at him. I love him so much.
So christmas was great, probably the best of my entire life.
And new years was different, i stayed home with Luke & Katie, we watched elizabethtown and i actually watched the ball drop for the first time ever. I have to say that it was a nice change of pace.

So school is going great, its soooo easy and i love that its all online and i can do it at any time that i want.

well, i really dont have much else to say. im going to post some pictures later this week.
xoxo.

Luke Hudson Richards<3

The first picture is my favorite, it was the second day that we were home. I can't even put it into words how much I love him. He makes me smile, I get butterflys just thinking about him growing up. He is growing so fast, I'm trying to cherish every memory, everytime I feed him, every smile, every little noise he makes. I can't believe that one day he will be going to college and all grown up. I thank God every night for the gift he has blessed me with.

Where to start?

Life has changed dramatically over the past year. I live back at home, I have a 2 wk old baby boy(Luke), I'm back in school trying to finish up my degree so I can start teaching. Over the past year I've lost alot and I've gained alot. I look at life completely different, I'm thankful for so many new things. For example the fact that Luke is healthy, I'm thankful for my parents supporting me through everything, I'm thankful for my true genuine friends. I owe it all to God for protecting me all these years, I've learned a huge lesson by becoming a single mom, but I wouldn't change one second of it. That child is what motivates me, he makes me so happy, and I love him with every part of who I am. Ya know I look back sometimes and get sad because I feel like I should have experienced more before he got here. But then I remind myself I'm only 20 and if I want something bad enough then I can make it happen. Over the past 10 months my relationship with my mom
has grown so much, not only do I look to her for advice but she is honestly my best friend, I look at all the stuff she put up w throughout high school and I'm shocked. But I guess that's what parents are supposed to do right. So it's been two weeks since I had Luke and I'm starting to feel normal, I'm ready to work out and start dancing again. I'm really going to push myself this next year. I want to be the best I can be.
I've been praying alot lately for God to keep us safe and guide us throughout this next year. I pray that Luke has great role models and that he becomes a Godly gentleman.

anxious is an understatement.
i dont wanna get myself worked up if i dont end up having him tomorrow, but at the same time i feel like i can barely breathe i am so nervous.


i finished up the financial aid part of the school crap, applied for a loan and now i just have to get my classes and books.

yada yada yada.
off to eat dinner w my momma.