Maybe all along you've been running from the truth...please stop. Everything I own is in your control. Send
Me out a lifeline.

I will never stop thinking that you were the one...

I will...

Forget about you. I am determined. Even though that's not what I want at all.

I wish I was there with you. Actually I wish I was anywhere with you! I just want to see once more.

Sometimes love doesn't come from a boyfriend. Sometimes it comes from God. Be true to him, and he will keep his promise and you will never be alone. He is the only guy who will never leave you alone. Don't fight his love.

I hate how to them going days without talking is normal But I can't go a day without thinking of him atleast 50 times. I miss talking till we fall asleep and just knowing that your there even if you are hundreds of miles away...

sorry for not updating the past couple days, i was out of town at church camp with our little kids from church... so here we go. here are just a bunch of random quotes...



i wish you would tell me exactly how you feel.

you were right. nothing will ever be the same between us.

you broke my heart. and we never even dated. i hate you for not talking to me anymore, but at the same time i cant get you out of my mind. what happened?

slowly im falling in love with you. you act like you barely care about me. all i ask is for your arms around me. everyday.

all i get from you is mixed messages.

Everything that needs to happen, will happen, in the time that it takes to happen, the way it was meant to happen. You need to trust in that.

.romeo.and.juliet.

All I'm saying is, I think about you everyday. I don't know how but I care for you after only spending a few short hours with you. What I felt that night was the real. I have never been kissed like that. All I'm saying is it's sad to say that its over before it even started... I wasn't asking for a guarantee, just a chance that you could care for me too.

You deserve happiness...

"You are a completely wonderful person, and whomever you decide to give your heart to -- should forever be grateful for it. You're worth a phone call. You're worth the time, YOU ARE THAT IMPORTANT. The person you are with should respect and love you enough to make you feel completely wonderful."
-hm,yes?ok.

When love begins, it's easy for you to make something out of nothing.

When it ends, it's much harder to turn that something back into nothing.
via: i wrote this for you.

Please

Don't forget to look before you fall..

"its that cant eat, cant sleep, reach for the stars, world series kinda stuff..."

Serendipity.

So what, you meet someone and have the most amazing night of your life... And then leave it all up to fate?

do you even notice?

The words you say to me are unlike anything that's ever been said...

"I want to feel something real. I want to be intoxicated by someone’s very presence. I want the butterflies and mixed feelings. I want confusion. I want the mood swings. I just want to feel."

stranger.

So hello there,
How are you amazing
It's nice to finally meet you,
Been patiently waiting,
been waiting just to see you,
to tell you I dreamed you,
now I found you so call off the search
cause I found my stranger...-chris august.

The wall is there because you want it to be there. It stops you because you want it to.

When you're ready, it'll fade away. And reveal the dreams beyond.

and i would give anything...

to see you just one more time. i would risk everything and tell you how you make my heart soar...

10 songs of the week.

1. acceptance-different
2. cranberries-linger
3. coldplay-strawberry swing
4. never shout never-happy
5. death cab for cutie-transatlanticism
6. azure ray-sleep
7. marvin gaye-aint no mountain high
8. south fm-killing me
9. jimmy eat world-the world you love
10. the flaming lips-do you realize

they are in no particular order.
just the songs i have been playing non stop.

i have recently discovered that these things make me smile:
1. mcdonalds caramel iced coffee
2. driving around late at night with the windows down
3.painting my finger nails
4. hot fries & chewy sweetarts.
5. writing whether its a story or a story of my own.

have a great summer love.

never let go.

maybe i'm crazy.

but sometimes i hate love. i'm not even in love and i am starting to resent it and lose faith that it even exists. why do we let people make us feel so worthless. i mean i start to think that it is me, and blame things on myself...it should not be like that. now my wall can resume its normal place of being up and staying there for quite some time.

lets stay in bed all day.

pull me down hard and drown me in love

i miss the sound of your voice
the loudest thing in my head
and i ache to remember
all the violent, sweet
perfect words that you said...

know who you are and know it is enough.

Has something someone said, or a situation ever made you just feel so empty? and its like in one millisecond, one sentence can change everything. i hate giving people to ability to hurt me... you become so vulnerable.

perfection.

doubt.

Worrying is using your imagination to create something you don't want.

till next time...

somedays...

somedays i feel as if there is too much that i wish to do with my life. as if the dreams i dream are somewhat only dreams. i want more than anything to be more than a dreamer, i want to accomplish everything i set my mind to. i want to make beautiful music, see amazing places, make life long friends, i want to eat wonderful food, and dance elegant dances… yet it all seems so far away. the life i live is nothing extraordinary, most days i stay at home in sweats and listen to music. what to do now? now that everything seems to be out of place, and making no sense at all. all i know is that music is what keeps me going, without beautiful songs and pieces and hope of finding love i would be lost…-me