lately i have had so much to write but no motivation to actually write.
i feel like if i don't start writing now he/she will have so many unanswered questions, so i feel the burden to write...not in here of course but in my little journal.
recently i have become even more lazy, i don't even realize what day it is until Sunday rolls around and it's time for church once again. i watch the same shows daily: deal or no deal, csi/law and order, the golden girls, ellen, the nanny, and an occasional disney movie. most people would say they would love a lazy day... well i have a lazy life.
BUT, today marks 20/40weeks. which means we are half way there. i am beyond excited, Virginia is getting more involved and it only makes me feel more sure about my decision.
i'm going to vent real fast so please ignore( we have gone half way through this process without your input or "love" or "support" so please do not come around anytime soon and act like you want to be a part of this. k thanks.)
i have become very fond of Elton John, not sure why? maybe it is his voice? or maybe his lyrics... but i have been jamming him quite often.
to do list:
pay off credit card
set up bedroom
print off school stuff for Hillsong
start walking daily
start writing daily.
ok enough of this, time for sleep?